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Unsure...anymore....pain....

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 19, 2009, 2:04 PM
So I had this amazing weekend plan. Then yesterday I found out that my mother, when I asked her about my plans to have my friend Kassie up so I could have some fun was all I'll let you know on Friday what I think, yeah I found out she didn't listen to a f***ing word I said. Yep that's right my mom's that big of an a** that she couldn't listen to a small request. You wanna know what the funny thing is I don't think I want to even see her anymore. All she does is be and a** to me and my sister. I Don't know what to do anymore. I'm stressed out and I just want to see my freinds. That's all. Is that a hard request. I just don't understand this anymore. I feel ignore alone and like that's what she's trying to do. I hate my life! It just sucks. I just want something fun to happen to me just once but no. I have to have the crappy life with the shitty parents and step parents and this other crap life. Why can't I jut get one break. Just one would be nice....

Cause if this continues I'm not sure what will happen. I don't think I can handle much more pain. My heart feels like its being crushed with all the sadness in my life. Nothings going right and I just wish something good would happen.


until next time....if there is...

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:iconnogirlsland: :iconthekingdomhearts-fc: :iconkingdomhearts: :iconkuramalovers:



Freinds
:iconshuyink: :iconnecrotemplar-raven: :iconhatakaka::iconchess-chan::iconsevy-chan::icononna-otaku6:
:icongregayresfangirl: :iconbara9: :iconrastarain: :iconceylen: :iconcloudpop: :iconxanatos87:
:iconkawaii-sekisetsu::iconkh--freaks::iconkriista::iconmretie:
:iconnaruto0987::iconsoul-sama: :iconxxstrife-fcxx::iconsweetbaitsa:
:iconwhat-say-you::iconkittycatmanga::iconkingdom-hearts-yaoi:
:iconvixeatsyourface::iconblooddemon1560::iconsora-kun369:
:iconjiraiyababe4ever43: :iconrman32: :iconthe-darkness-55: :iconthelcru: :iconvamp-wolf-princess: :iconwriter72: :icondarewolfmaniadare32:

Others/rp peoplez
:iconchibibukitsu::iconenvydragon: :iconmichiyo-fujiwara: :icona-dragonflys-sin: :iconcodenameparanormal::icongigantor9001:
:iconmidnight-calling: :icongolanarms: :iconcainnightlord666:
:iconxxxrainxxx: :iconbmxking1000: :icondemon-or-angel: :iconhalf-breed-neko: :iconhellboundhikari: :iconlord-lugie: :iconqueenofbliss22: :iconwolversad01:

I'll be helping in this person with her club :iconrah-bop: with this club :iconkingdomhearts:


The starting to my DA family:heart: (looking for more peoplez)-

My sister-:iconsweetbaitsa:
My pet Emo :iconchess-chan:

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: jons ipod
  • Reading: jon's manga
  • Watching: my life go down the toliet
  • Playing: with sharp things
  • Eating: nothing ever
  • Drinking: nothing ever

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(Imma be lazy and comment here.) I wanna be your sister that's not really your sister. Or your pet emo. XD

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OMG You'll be my pet emo!!!!

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